Showing posts with label dread. Show all posts
Showing posts with label dread. Show all posts

Saturday, September 29, 2012

I'm Still Here!

I'm not hiding.
Just laying low.
My son moved away
FAR, FAR AWAY



I miss him

I MISS him, like crazy. I miss him like the crazy bitch that I am.

since he left

my heart is heavy

I know I pushed him away
I can never get our relationship
where it should have been.
He needed a mother and I gave
him a fucking bitch!
I see the pictures when he was a baby, a toddler. He is so happy.
Then he is not.
You will blame me as most kids blame their mother, only in your case, I cannot deny you.