Monday, February 1, 2010

Confidence goes by the waistline

When I was a child I remember being confident. I see that in my baby girl. Ooh she's out spoken, sassy and bright. Like her, I knew what I wanted, how I wanted and when! So what happened and when did it happen? I consider myself well educated yet I also think I'm an idiot.
A lot has happened in the past few years that has withered away my confidence but also a lot has happend that should have built it back up.
I'm fat. Does that mean what I have to say is less important? Of course not? So then what is my problem??? I feel like I take up more space than I should...yes this is my little pitty party post
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It took me a long time not to judge myself through someone else's eyes. ~Sally Field

4 comments:

  1. Quit worring what other people think, what the hell do they know. You are fantastic

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  2. stop saying that, you are beautiful! how are you BTW?

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  3. It's the mirror for me too, not the scale.
    The better I look naked, the more confidence I have dressed. That confidence, or lack of, spills over into everything I do.

    Secretia

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  4. Ugh, I know, I actually feel pretty good and then I will see a pic of me that stuns me everytime, it's hard to feel good about yourself when you dont really feel good about yourself! I have started excercising and it makes me feel so much better, just knowing I'm doing something about it.

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