There are days that I want to put all this behind me. None of it really happened. How could I have been that depressed?
I am a happy go lucky, silly, woman, that likes to sing, dance and pretend to be a socialite.
There are even times I doubt why I take medication. After all, I mean, I feel fine. I am healthy.
Healthy people don't take medications. Right?
DENIAL
DENIAL
DENIAL
I accept that these are not medications. They are simply vitamins to keep me healthy. Keep me going.
Part of a routine.
Like a person with high blood pressure takes them to control the blood pressure and in the end prevent a stroke.My meds prevent me from going there.That cold, dark place, where no one should ever go. The place where sleep is never enough. The place where the sun can never shine bright enough. We're all familiar with that place.
No other choice but to continue to take my vitamins to stay healthy.
That is exactly right! We all need certain vitamins and supplements to do our best.
ReplyDeleteI've been struggling with wanting to stop my medications, I know that it's the wrong thing to do. I just seemed to feel so much better before the meds. Now I feel dull and uninspired. But they keep me out of that place.
ReplyDeleteDo you think a change in meds could help? It can't hurt to talk to your doctor about it... your body changes and it could be time for a med change! :)
ReplyDeleteLike they say "If its not broke, dont fix it"
ReplyDeleteThat's right, it's not broken so why fix it...it's just a little leaky around the eyes. @brokenpieces it goes in spurts there are days I can bear it all and days I can't!
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